01: Keep Her Smiling
02: Treat Her Better
03: Make Her Laugh
04: Give Her Flowers
05: Take Her Places
06: Listen Her Voices
07: Buy Her Sweets
08: Show Her Respect
09: Protect Her Worth
10: Leave Her Space
It's a list of order that you cannot touch.
Some BID, Some QD but never too much.
If L status drops, PRN increase the doses.
Always test the stats with a bouquet of roses.
Treat the patient with nourishment and a gentle care.
Don't stop the treatment till the speech is fully clear.
Remember this advice, before taking part in a fight.
Never miss the endearments, no matter day or night.
Trust the procedure and follow the protocol.
Make sure to keep her VS steady and normal.
Talk a little less but keep listening to her rambles.
Don't put too much effort, just be kind and humble.
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I had forgotten the world.
Didn't know what's real from fake.
I trusted all of you.
Never realizing that it was a mistake.
I treated you like my soul.
Not knowing the taste of heartbreak.
I gave you all of me and more.
Clearly unknown about what was at stake.
I wanted to see you happy.
But, the efforts kept making me weak.
I listened to all your stories.
Many nights I didn't sleep.
I gave you all my secrets.
Of mistakes made, that I'd rather die with.
I used to wish that you'd know me.
Before knowing that our dream was just a myth.
I let you rule my mind.
Didn't suspect a bit, of what was making me sick.
I didn't care about myself.
From you, I learned what was narcissistic.
I have finally cracked the code.
Now I know, that it was all a trick.
I had never suspected a thing.
Hallucinating to the taste of your lipstick.
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I'll keep you warm, I'll tuck you tight.
You'll never want to leave.
You'll lose track of time, you'll realize.
My love is addictive.
I'll hold your hands, I'll make you dance.
You'll want me even more.
You'll compete with me, you'll want to win.
On who loves whom the most.
We'll go on a walk, I'll make you laugh.
You'll forget your way back home.
You'll want me to rest, stick me to your chest.
And kiss me on your own.
I won't just try, I'll never lie.
You'll miss me when I'm far.
You'll want me so bad, that you'll start,
wishing me to the stars.
I'll be your man, and by your side.
In sadness and hard times.
When you are sad, I'll make you sleep.
With my lullabies and rhymes.
I'll keep you awake, we'll talk all night.
Our future and past lives.
You'll share with me, the secrets you keep.
Beyond mere truth and lies.
I'm always there, for you in need.
You'll always have a friend.
You'll think of me, and the things we did.
Hoping it never ends.
I wish to give, a gift so sweet.
You'd wish that you were mine.
A hug so firm, and full of love.
It transcends space and time.
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What could have been if promises were enforced?
A price to pay for every broken promises.
Would people still make them and take them lifelong.
Promises will be extinct, if I know the people where I'm from.
Where I'm from, people would die if they made promises.
People will cry from all the punishments.
Only the bravest could make a promise,
with no bad intentions, who's disciplined and honest.
Looking at a mirror, I have made my fair share.
Most have been broken while some are safe.
When I think about my promises, it fills me with rage.
Writing poems to calm down is just one of the ways.
For me, the cost of a promise was rage and pain.
Lost some of myself that now I cannot gain.
A promise can make a bond so strong, that's unheard of.
But, don't you dare make a promise when you know you can not love.
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As a poet, I am not ready.
Hurts my brain trying to rhyme teddy.
Maybe something related to lady?
Writing this poem, I'm going crazy.
Just buy a teddy and give it to your baby.
Heck buy a barbie and surprise her maybe?
Completing this poem is making me hungry.
Now, all I can think is about chicken gravy.
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Never doubt the power of something sweet.
Intoxicates your mind till you cannot quit.
White lies in it to make you feel better.
You'll learn to love it, even when it's bitter.
Glitters in the wrapper, with a price to pay.
It's always worth it. It'll make you say.
Reasoning consumption, is an unpopular opinion.
Following trends like a bunch of minions.
It's never true that something is always bad.
Even death's pretty, losing something you once had.
I'm so desperate, I don't even fear death.
In my deathbed, bring me a bag of chocolate.
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Should I state the truth or just follow.
Fluffy coat around my heart that's hollow.
Follow the rainbow just to see your eyes glow?
I'll give you my truth and let the tears fall low.
I'm not sure if it's an ask or you're telling.
I wonder if it's a want or you're just wishing.
You had to get it out. Was it really killing?
I doubt that it was more than just a feeling.
With a box of chocolate and a bouquet or a rose,
teasing your chances for a small love dose.
No matter the story, the end had to hurt us.
Choosing to propose someone lacking a purpose.
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Dear Rose,
You don't have a choice to make.
With me, your thorns don't need to break.
You'll have nothing at stake.
You are red, the smell of blood, no need to fake.
Now's the time to wake, don't wait.
It's the only chance you'll get.
Only a miracle that you and I met.
With me you'll forget, all the things in your head,
that keeps you awake, crying on your bed.
You can make the same mistakes, this time.
There will be no regrets, when you're mine.
Poke holes in my heart, it still is fine.
Be my queen of darkness, no need to shine.
My partner in crime, red blood in my wine.
Be on my mind, all the time, it's weird I write,
all the words I rhyme, I will stop the time,
wipe all mankind, just give me your word,
that you will always be mine.
And, forever will be mine.
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Everything, is not your wrong, but you haven't one, to forgive.
Not selfless, or selfish you'll be, but you don't, have to believe.
Some should cry, while others grin, there's no right, way to live.
Do it right, all steps by book, yet the thing, never ends in relief.
You're in pain, were ya ostracized? What did they, have to say?
Left alone, no you were not, the ghosts lie, mere thoughts away.
Don't want to blame, or see your pain, help's just, all I'll bring.
Break us part, there's no such being, death is, a one time thing.
Desires keep, pushing you through, but it's one way, up or down.
Yourself and next, you'll chastise or pride, an ego, etched crown.
Off outside the wall, the grass is green, love's final, in their eye.
All you'll want, is to reach the heaven, but are you, willing to die?
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Excited for the future, but not too far.
Believing why you are, the way you are.
Scared to accept, that beyond doesn't exist.
Living ideal stories, while verities missed.
Tallying truth with good, and false with bad.
Questioning each step, yet following same path.
Why are we bound to the norms man has made.
While there are infinite paths, one can take.
If acceptance more valued, and ambitions low,
desires become a curse for who wants to grow.
Living matters more, than what's after you die.
It doesn't even matter, if you die living a lie.
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I still sense a breath of life,
a caring hand, when one lends me.
I still hear my heart pounding,
when someone's smile, enchants me.
I still taste rose petal's sweet,
imagining her, lips kiss me.
I still feel the touch of care,
reading someone, they miss me.
When you find out, that I am dead,
with all the promises, I had made.
And all these senses, were dead with me,
leaving behind, only memories.
Memories of love, for love in return,
for those hugs, with hugs in return,
I'll be buried, with the debt of love,
only respect for you, will lie above.
With screams of love, from my coffin,
where I won't get, to see you again.
I'll be hoping, that you'll move on,
what I couldn't, they'll improve on.
Of all the pain, that came from me,
a small void, for love there'll be.
My love would want, for you to kill,
the moments of me, that you still feel.
Don't keep me alive, it traps me in pain,
when memories die, I'll die again.
And that very death, will be my last,
and I'll finally be happy, at last-alas.
For you to live, one full life with love,
I will die, and must die at'll costs.
So, here's my last, love letter so bleak.
With lots of love, your dead romantic.
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It won't always be the same.
The light now casts darkness.
It won't always be the same.
Was same until we were friends.
It won't always be the same.
The roses begun to die now.
It won't always be the same.
Yet we don't know how.
It won't always be the same.
The history to be buried.
It won't always be the same.
But it only did repeat.
It won't always be the same.
Words back then and they are now.
It won't always be the same.
Love back then and it is now.
It won't always be the same.
Because the writers didn't agree.
It won't always be the same.
Like the book I have to bury.
It won't always be the same.
I pushed it hard to be.
It won't always be the same.
Like nothing has ever been.
It won't always be the same.
Like the times I used to think how.
It won't always be the same.
Because picking flowers kill them now.
It won't always be the same.
The gifts now fill me with rage.
It won't always be the same.
Since we are not in the same page.
It won't always be the same.
The "genys" are now what I have.
It won't always be the same.
Only one in us two can be sad.
It won't always be the same.
The ink doesn't flow with care.
It won't always be the same.
The jokes made turned into dares.
It won't always be the same.
From symbiotes to paracites.
It won't always be the same.
Roses and cares to slaps and fights.
It won't always be the same.
Like spears of words that you threw.
It won't always be the same.
Were you right? Am I tired loving you?
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What I have, an evil twin, deep beneath my heart,
Takes control, shreds you apart; dare not push too hard.
Your world is the same as mine; thorns where roses grow.
Black and white of your grays is what I try to show.
Neither good nor am I bad; it's just what you see.
Can't I show, and you didn’t see, what I deemed to be.
I'll try to die and die happy, teaching how not to go.
I'm sorry I failed to be what the world wanted me to show.
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Harsh choices,
big decisions, I'm tired.
Choose one,
lose one, there's riot.
Leave me,
I'll do, my style.
Pin me,
You'll get, meat pile.
Strong eye,
arrogant, I'll be.
Yield it,
chicken, they'll see.
Rely on,
exploited, be wreaked.
Trust one,
sole heart, it'll break.
Soft heart,
easy, knives in.
Rock hard,
alone, have been.
Drop out,
Potential, limited.
Give in,
fault's own, betrayed.
Tough time,
none know, my itch.
Priorities,
understand, can't ditch.
Pressured,
Hot warm, blood type.
Endgame,
I want, my life.
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I wish for God's free will to play,
and I lost half my life each day,
that I knew the unknown unknowns,
could borrow the time, like a loan.
Wish I could move the immovable,
want to be in the top of the world,
wish I could travel back in time,
and for I could undo my crimes.
I could make everyone agree,
and could control what I see,
control minds, mine and then others,
visualize what all universe covers,
Learn a lesson with no failure,
to every problem, there was a cure,
wishes came true, when I want to,
the night, bright and the day was blue.
Wish I knew each name and face,
no knowledge left for me to chase,
wish to move mountains with ease,
and make the impossibles a breeze.
To swim, in the depths of the sun,
and rewrite the laws that have begun,
wish to be both here and there,
to travel beyond without a care.
To know everything without learning,
and forget nothing without burning,
but as I wish for things so grand,
I feel the weight of time and sand.
I'll grasp at straws and hold onto hope,
that someday, somehow, I'll learn to cope,
for wishes alone just cannot bring,
the power to do impossible things.
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A small possibility, it was enough.
Unique, new unknowns and histories explored.
Learning new things to learning it wrong.
Being morphed into what the past lamented.
What became of not turning into them?
What became of never letting oneself go?
Lessons were learned, time was spent.
Tested were things and sure they were fun.
From growing up to wishing of glowing up.
Becoming the mirror one never wanted to see.
What happened to being the better one?
What happened to no further breaking hearts?
Lies were told, as they got out of sight.
Promises were broken as time passed by.
Being indistinct to gradually losing the links.
Forms altering from a somebody to no one.
What remained of the one who did care?
What remained of the person you strove to become?
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A chicken crossed the road, gets me each time.
Drugs would be erasers, if mistakes were crime.
A pencil gets sharper, sacrificing self each time.
Mothers fall in love twice, don't agree? Ask mine.
It's easier to hold on, more easy to let go.
It's easier to move fast, more easy to take slow.
Decision, it's easy but, it is easier to make no.
It's easier to build it up, more easy is to blow.
A fire holds on with a spark, blow, and it won't burn.
Take a punch! Move on? I'll, take slaps but hold on.
Decide to run! It's easier, stay and you might learn.
Respect that you build up, the best thing that you earn.
I can add more lines to this, make it seem it's more.
Add more nonsense in it, make it seem it's broad.
More stanzas are there, the more I feel I've scored.
What I'm feeling right now, is what this part stores.
Making rhymes it's easy but, they are far from true.
What verses should I write, I don't even have a clue.
Everything feels wrong, with just one point of view.
It'll always be better with, a second point from you.
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Minor details, I've begun to care for.
Never satisfied, wish I'd be there more.
I feel disabled, to be there for you.
Behind screens, pretending to care you.
I think about it a lot, before I say.
All possibilities and the correct way.
My thoughts, they conquer all my time.
Present, old past, new future of mine.
Right answers, I've been searching for.
What I am searching is wrong, I fear.
I say things, and think that I mean it.
They just remain words, out of my limits.
The future, possibilities of you and me.
All gathers inside, into scary feelings.
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Only light is that of the moon,
only light that I trust won't go.
Only thoughts are that of yours,
only thoughts that can not go.
Gone would be my sight all night,
if the moon, was gone, forever.
Gone would be my hope for life,
if those thoughts, could disappear.
I'm awake all night when you're there,
because, you're awake, night matters.
I'm always there, the one for you,
because, for me, it's you that matters.
I'd rather sleep waiting for you to call,
and dream about, our beautiful world.
I'm your's for eternity and a little more,
and I'll be with you, forever entangled.
It's almost one and the night's darker,
and yet my eyes, are full of your smile.
Stormy sky and the lights are off now,
and yet my words, won't stop for a while.
The more I write the less I know that,
it's not enough, I should write better.
It's never enough for me to write you,
I'm writing you one and I'll send it later.
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I compare you with the daisy in the wild,
you smile for no reason, like daisies bloom,
their dance with wind, is you being yourself,
your simple heart, it's what they represent.
I compare you to the poems that I write,
you're the only one, like the rhymes I rhyme,
worlds they contain, are your favorite places,
your cute smile, is what they always seek.
I compare you with me and my nuances,
you complete me, just like I want you to do,
my weird views, are like "em" trends you follow,
you yourself, is who I'm entangled with.
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Poems, I write, with thoughts, so sad.
Life, I like, it's not, that bad.
You, that's right, the smile, you have.
Us, we met, that's why, I'm glad.
Dreams, sometimes, I see, you there.
Feels, my heart, it's beats, unclear.
Smile, I do, when you, are near.
Glows, your eyes, it's why, I care.
Fear, It's gone, butterflies, all around.
Wish, came true, fly high, to clouds.
Leave, when you, my heart, it pounds.
Lean, on me, each other, we've found.
Wait! don't leave, stay here, some more.
Talk, we will, till we, feel bore.
Shies, the stars, our smiles, before.
Seeing, you happy, I adore, amor.
Things, you talk, sometimes, wordplay.
Trends, I learn't, makes sense, now they.
Voice, my style, it's modern, I'll say.
Purr! my queen, go girl! you slayy.
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Maybe it's time, I need to change.
I'll tell you the things I see till range.
I see you as vacuum in a jar.
Of space that I love.
Much care and love to it.
You don't get to sob.
Surrounded by the forces.
Atmosphere, enemy of yours.
It's me, yes! I am the jar.
I won't break, pushes I endure.
There's no cure, once a hole.
Nothing will be the same, I'm sure.
Delicate and vulnerable, oh you!
A story for my emptiness, you're pure.
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It symbolizes how two brains may say things in different ways but mean the same.
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| A part of The Hi-Bye Loop: The Chase Hypothesis Semester, |
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You are a puppet, with some feelings,
no brain that can see.
Just be a slave, approval you crave,
it's not your property.
Failure you are, more you seek,
appeal from somebody.
Weakness all yours, it's just one thing,
irreplaceable monopoly.
You're just a dog, that needs a treat,
you swing your tail around.
Give it a stop, once bark and bite,
show, it is your surround.
You need to be, the one in charge,
don't shoot your foot here.
Describe your plans, redeem your spot,
and make them all clear.
If you believe, the bad in you,
sure it is coming through.
Resist the thought, and build it up,
save it for what is true.
All the times, the sleepless nights,
they should remember you.
Get your team, make good friends,
you be the joining glue.
A circle needs, the center point,
just until it is formed.
Then it gets lost, the void so deep,
not coming back unharmed.
You should be best, compared to you,
it's only truth I know.
Resist the world, it's filled with greed,
you'll reap what you sow.
Behind your back, it's just knives,
not one is helping hand.
You look both ways, back, up and down,
you'll never know what will land.
Sometime you fall, just get up,
you'll need to sprint fast.
Before you speak, make a plan,
or you will cry at last.
Things will come, they go as well,
even truths change with time.
Life gives you lemons, make lemonade
sell it and make your dime.
Keep trying things, make, hack and create,
to try, it's never too late.
When you will shine, and build your fate,
it'll be worth the wait.
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A room, a pen and a keyboard.
Poems, they're just assumptions.
Today, I'm out from my comfort.
And I observed my surrounds.....
I saw a woman, talking with her dog.
It too jumped, and went for a hug.
Saw a man, a very huge load.
Dust, rough clothes, in a graveled road.
A girl riding her scooter, gliding through air.
Didn't have a helmet, wind flowing her hair.
In many people, common was a single thing.
Smiling they were, happy they seemed.
My assumptions were wrong, I was blind.
Happiness was, just, a state of mind.
Though It may, It's transferred from things.
Dog to the woman, way to the man.
And the scooter, that was her charm.
Something seemed off, a false positive.
My data gave results, somewhat relative.
It's what I saw, I here am the proof.
I saw a grandma, praying on her roof.
Seeing her face, there was a smile.
Why was she happy? I thought for a while.
My data has shown, and it's not wrong.
Hope was the key, the proof was strong.
It comes to me, times I used to hope.
Happy I was, no reason to sob.
Me, my questions, all starting from "how?".
The realizations, they are, all I have now.
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Words, I just write them.
Fourth, like I always came.
Resist, all my feelings, then.
All those thoughts, in my brain.
Times, it has been many.
Rhymes, if I found any.
Chimes, my heartbeat makes.
Just three words, that's all it takes.
Fine, like I always am.
Smile, I was programmed.
Clear, it's like a diagram.
Life tests us, it's an exam.
Shine, it's my turn to.
Crime, would be to not do.
Perfect, though I seem blue.
I have to hide, with no clue.
Heart, it's always been soft.
Sweet, like I have always loved.
Fighting, though, I've been idled.
Like life, this poem, everything's untitled.
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Why do I feel not included?
Do you see me as a stranger?
I've been there with you all the time.
Yet I'm alone, it's all stranger danger.
Seeing you, I think it's love.
Things I'd do to make you smile.
And yet you've lost me here.
I see you found your style.
Expectations, they are gone now.
I think, I am done here.
Ignoring you would be so great.
You don't know what love is, dear.
I've lost people this way.
One person at a time.
Now I feel how my mom felt.
I've been too kind, I'm fine.
Blind spots, though, you see things.
I was always in your side.
Some sides you don't notice.
Though, you notice far and wide.
I don't care what you saw.
I always did my part there.
You should have seen me do it.
My spectra were loud and clear.
Now I think why I did it.
Should not have pushed the bounds.
Now, every time it scares me.
Your eyes, the face, those sounds.
Think I'll stop what I did.
But others deserve the same.
So, I'll behave the same way.
Until I finish crossing their name.
I don't feel missed by you.
Because feelings can be false.
But the proof doesn't lie me.
You missed me, middle of the alls.
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The hope to win, their heart, their fake gods.
I've been Lost in time, no space, my free soul.
Things I've done, till now, the good deeds.
Wishes my soul, in Dise, oh Hell please!
Burning in the flames of fire, one, I feel.
The ice cold blistering curse, two, the itch.
Torture and pain to purify, three, my heart.
Being eaten alive, no mercy, a new birth!
Think I'm going one hell, many choices.
One where Christians go, is it, the Hell.
Or be it in the Hindus, they say, Narak.
May be it's them, Islam, Jahannam!
Choice and chances, I see it, the truth.
Feels like I'm in it, sometimes, my ruth.
I'm sure I'm going, to one, I bet.
All hail to it, null heart, true hell!
Sins all those, I've done, to them.
Brings my soul, near you, to pure.
Chop me into, pieces, ream me.
Then you'll see, the good, in me!
Kills and flesh, the blood, torn wide.
Things I think, the ways, dark side.
Greed and jealousy, the thoughts, kill me.
Dear Hell, I only trust you, clean me!
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Jobs, some hope, all my needs.
Rocks, the earth, what we feed.
Phones, my bones, books I read.
Love, the hobs, character indeed.
Sun, the time, old beautiful chimes.
Poems, all stories, all my rhymes.
Smile, your style, you seeing me.
Lies, your eyes, convos with me.
Nights, our fights, just who we are.
Pain, the rain, our little world.
Wish, its bliss, all wonders far.
Wars, the bars, the old scars.
Limit, those bounds, what I could.
Focus, the sciences, my good mood.
Papers, all problems, things we should.
Cold, my control, when we're rude.
Bluffs, the sobs, what should be told.
Wise, true advice, how we're mould.
Truth, small talks, the way I was sold.
Time changes, we change, the truth behold!
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Every nice thing I try to do goes wrong, you know?
Break yourself along with the people you love, oh no!
I tend to win them back with some more truth, although!
They wont ever know the darker side of me, just hope.
Love others like the way you love yourself? please don't!
Gave my whole heart away but she did't want it. I wont.
Show them that you love them equal by heart? You can't.
Know that you don't have anyone to talk now, then rant.
Tears from my eyes sliding down to the pillow, it's wet.
I wish that I had pushed myself a bit harder, too late.
One will stop loving me the way they do now, I'm afraid.
Not happy of what I keep on doing everyday, you bet.
You can do it better than that I thought of? No way!
Say you have all the answers to my problems? Go away!
I don't care what you think about my things, oh nay!
So you went away and did it all your way? "hooh-rayh".
I think about the past and think what's new, do you?
Ghosts from the past haunting me everyday, aaah...phew!
I kept on cheating my way out from them, noone knew.
Keep looping back and repeat all my mistakes, not new.
I need some people who say what I write are bad, I do.
I try to pour down everything on my writings, lies too.
Both my cheeks go red and the brain goes dark, heart blue.
It hurts to write and it hurts while writing, it's true.
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Incharge, I thought I was,
thought I could control them.
Soo bad, was I soo wrong,
couldn't see when they came.
Swiftly, they came by and got stuck,
thought they'll pass by and not stay.
Warm and subtle, they lured their way,
I fear I might be the one standing at bay.
Shocked, I was to then know,
how those began to then grow.
Scared, that's all I was now,
hide them? or, shall I show.
Dilemma, you ask? that might not just justify,
for I could decide but still not be bold.
Sunshines and storms, it slowly spoke sense.
Let it go or have faith and hold?
Worried, I tend to cry sometimes,
though my heart, warm it feels.
Defeated, from all these norms,
I bow to them and then I kneel.
Longing, because it always feels home,
but sometimes I wish I had a shield.
Quarrels and conquers, looking for win.
Somewhere, I know, I have to yield.
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| Stanza | Poet |
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| 1,3,5 | scientiac |
| 2,4,6 | resilientrasa |
|--------+---------------| My friend resilientrasa's capsule.
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I pretend to be good,
I pretend to be loved,
then pretend that I can ace,
and pretend like I am the best.
I pretend to love you,
I pretend to be fun,
yet pretend to hear you talk,
and pretend that you rock.
I pretend that I'm happy,
I pretend to smile, a lot!
so pretend that I am optimistic,
and pretend that I'm not sick.
I pretend to be a friend,
I pretend like I'm a helping hand,
therefore pretend to be so nice,
And pretend like I am as wise.
You think I wish good for you,
I pretend like I am with you,
You think I dont hate your view,
I pretend like I like that too.
You think I want to see you smile,
and think I bring the good of vibes,
I just pretend to be the man,
that you think helps till he can.
You think what I say is true?
It's soo not what I see in you,
I just pretend how good you are,
killing your picture made by ears.
You think that 'I' is a poet,
I pretend that it's I who is,
But that's as wrong as it can get,
It's everyone, you'll see, just wait.
I see you think your view is pure,
you treat the ones like they deserve,
oh! I think they are not so bad,
Pretend! You'll see the good they have.
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Imagine...
You're presenting something in a group.
An event occurs, which was/n't planned.
One person supports the event and other,
and other and other and finally everyone.
That moment, your presentation in crushed
Crushed into pieces, pulverized, and finally
burnt to ashes, remains the dust, the dust,
that's of no use, a dust of pain and anger,
In my case the it was dust of my first try,
the dust of my confidence and finally,
the dust of my creation, my happyness.
Weird right ?
Well, naming a phenomena is fun,
sitting in silence swinging is fun too,
writing a poem in pain and anger,
too much fun!
The poem stores your anger in it,
And finally the poem heals you,
Ohhh! I had fun at last.
What a great day!
Experiencing chain rejection, was fun.
I am welcomed, It was fun, Thank You!
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The way you look at me,
your shining eyes.
They are magnificent,
see, I'm drowning into it.
The way you speak with me,
your rosy pink lips.
Melts my heart into water,
everytime, again and again.
My eyes search you.
and find you in the dark.
The picture, it's always yours,
as my eyelids close to black.
I can listen to my heart,
It's dashes and dots.
Think it's telling your name,
In morse, '.-.. --- ...-' and a '.'
Hope we have things in common,
and that, we could be one.
Hope, It's a beautiful thing,
Butterflies, in my stomach.
Seeing you happy, a heavenly feeling,
your laugh, it mesmerizing.
Hearts, you're supposed to rule.
Conclusion: You're too beautiful.
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I wonder what a deaf woman hears.
Does she feel silence like I do
or does she enjoy music with her eyes?
I wonder what a dead person thinks.
Does it think of nothingness which I can't
or does it think with it's soul flying? Up! up in the sky.
I'm Unexperienced, I don't know any.
Lost inside the wonders that my brain creates.
Is there a way to feel what others do? No!
There's no good or bad in wondering.
The people dying in my head when they are late.
It's just my own brain trying to scare itself.
I get overly excited wondering a thing.
A thing that's close to impossible, soo close.
And then I am demolished by the same impossibility.
The positives and negatives of wonder.
They are contained within themselves.
All the difference is made by the truth I expect.
But all the unreality breaks down in a while.
I snap back into existence, the real world.
Where the world is driven by it. Yes, wonders!
I wonder what I could be if ……………………
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Why am I acting like I'm high?
It feels like I'm burning inside.
I have searched it far and wide.
Can anyone please show me light.
Are decisions getting hard to make?
This is what is keeping me awake.
Afraid that I'm never gonna make.
I keep failing the tests they take.
Am I really getting depressed?
Think I need some time to rest.
Despite of giving all my best.
I have always failed to impress.
Why am I even writing this poem?
Maybe to bury sorrow with rhyme.
Only thing that makes me whine,
That I just have not a lot of time.
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I try doing things my way.
And others are forced on me.
Those things I understand.
And others, they go in vain.
Asking questions I learn a lot.
Other things are (m.a)ed to try.
Now I play with: Force = m.a
And others, I just know, don't ask!
These days I just listen, no talk.
Runners teaching toddlers to walk.
And I think they should let them fall.
Other times, I know that's love.
Showing faults, is not what they like.
It's kinda like training wheels on a bike.
I know generally medicines are bitter.
Don't forget some poisons are sweeter.
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I...
Have done what I could do.
Tried to share my feelings with you.
Have hid a lot of pain.
Think I know how you do.
Tried to be there for you.
Tried to be a friend in need.
Thought I could fix all this.
Thought we were bros still.
Don't want to regret this time.
Need your help to fix my life.
We...
Got no time to talk
Have no time to be there.
Need us both to understand.
Have all these things to share.
Need to win that wicked mood.
But don't need to win always.
Might as well fight sometimes.
Know that it takes some time.
Know that It has not been late.
Just need to communicate.
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The phone that I am "typing" this poem on...
The language that I used to "express" on...
The pillow where I am "joining the pieces" of this poem...
The polluted yet "facilitated" city where I am breathing the air from...
Heck! I even managed to replace the "love" I used to have towards the girl I thought I loved...
The smell of the paper and the sensation of the pen gliding through it...
Writing in Nepali where I can express my feelings my way...
Sitting on a cold chair with the warmth to write something from my heart...
My home village where I used to live though I am in the biggest city of my country...
Seeing her face even though I feel like I dont love her anymore...
My technical friend who came into existence before I did and became my elder with her un-understandable moods, behaviors, feelings...
The only gods I believe in: my parents and their parents and their parents...
The pain in my head which comes and goes away with the synapses trying to relate every minute thing to other , and trying to think about my own future...
The unthinkable tension in my brain from thinking but not being able to think of what to do next but still knowing what I should really do...
The unbearable truth of life that everything is going to end like I end this poe-tory though it has the potential to be much better.
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With passage of time
galaxies were formed.
One of the galaxies,
is our home,
which contains a star
that we call sun.
It was burning
It was big.
A ball of fire
revolved around it.
As the ball
started to cool
Something called water
began to drool.
On the water
life was formed.
As life grew up,
it used the sun.
Seeing the sun
up came plants.
They were everywhere
on water , on land.
With plants on land
fishes came up
Breathing under water
living on sand.
Then they left water,
land was home.
On the forests
they began to roam.
They grew up
with the trees.
Also started flying
like birds and bees.
Like the trees
they were huge.
With their presence
earth would lose.
And then one day.
the sky was bright.
Big ones slept
the remaining were light.
Small creatures
began to hide
under the ground
without any light.
The earth was cold
everything was freezing.
It was ice age
when they were living.
As the ice
began to melt,
All the creatures
relieved they felt.
The trees were back
the sun was warm.
The birds started flying
and bees with swarm.
The apes came up
and, then came men.
Men built houses
Men made farms
That was how,
we evolved.
All with time
we filled the earth.
With cities and kingdoms
Fights were fought.
After all settled
we all were one,
We made tech.
we made phones.
Suddenly the earth
was small as stones.
On that earth
They both were found.
Then they married
the oath was sworn.
They were together,
love was grown.
And that is how
You were born.
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Time can do a lot of things.
Walk you, build you, heal you.
Break you, rape you, kill you.
And yet you never died.
From inside me, you resist.
There are times without you,
times when I feel free.
The greatest times of all time.
Those "sometimes" I enjoy.
With people I do want to like.
Until you come ,"the big crunch!"
.
.
.
end of time.
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Aurora in the sky,
exquisite like a vivid rainbow.
Raven-like, mysterious and enchanting.
Snowy golden clouds,
lustrous like the shiny crystals.
Icy, misty and sparkling.
Clean sand dunes,
bloomed like the cactus flowers.
Beautiful, fierce and brown.
Waves in the ocean,
clear like the flowing water.
Shining, shimmering and simple.
The universe in her eyes,
is where I experience nirvana.
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I created god,
gave it magic,
made it to exist in every forms.
I created heaven,
gave it beauty,
made it an epitome of happiness.
I created soul,
inserted it in my body,
gave it the power to control life.
In the end
God created me,
bounded me in laws,
made me die in every cost.
Heaven created hell,
it fried me in oil,
tortured all and always gave pain.
Soul conquered body,
controlled me no matter when,
used and threw me away, after then.
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Everything is dark and colors are gone,
The sky turns black in the absence of sun.
The moon and the stars rise in the sky,
What also rise are millions of "why ?".
Every night I see those stars,
And wonder how many there are.
Yes, they are huge but they are far,
All I see is the past of the stars.
Some red , some blue and others are white,
Reds are far & blues are near says the light.
There's one Moon but stars infinite,
All of these shows the beauty of night.
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You are my forever and today.
My only wish is you and only you
In my thoughts , dreams and when I pray.
Your eyes, your hair
Beautiful , Brown and grey.
Just a glance of smile on your face
Is enough to make my day.
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