Did I grow old?
 Am I weak?
 Do I have something that nobody can change in me?
 Have I changed too much?
 Did I stop writing?
 Did I stop being curious?
 Did I stop making things?
 Am I taking too much pressure?
 Am I hiding too much pressure?
 Did I give up on asking for love?
 Did I give up using the word "love"?
 Did I give up myself being carefree?
 Did I start pushing back everyone?
 Did I fail too many times?
 Did I start saying no to all?
 Did I give up on responsibilities?
 Did I give up on grammar?
 Did I give up on being attractive?
 Did I give up on sorries?
 Did I?