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    <updated>2026-02-14T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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        <title>Clinical Love</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-14T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p><code>01: Keep Her Smiling</code><br />
<code>02: Treat Her Better</code><br />
<code>03: Make Her Laugh</code><br />
<code>04: Give Her Flowers</code><br />
<code>05: Take Her Places</code><br />
<code>06: Listen Her Voices</code><br />
<code>07: Buy Her Sweets</code><br />
<code>08: Show Her Respect</code><br />
<code>09: Protect Her Worth</code><br />
<code>10: Leave Her Space</code></p>
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<p>It's a list of order that you cannot touch.<br />
Some BID, Some QD but never too much.<br />
If L status drops, PRN increase the doses.<br />
Always test the stats with a bouquet of roses.</p>
<p>Treat the patient with nourishment and a gentle care.<br />
Don't stop the treatment till the speech is fully clear.<br />
Remember this advice, before taking part in a fight.<br />
Never miss the endearments, no matter day or night.</p>
<p>Trust the procedure and follow the protocol.<br />
Make sure to keep her VS steady and normal.<br />
Talk a little less but keep listening to her rambles.<br />
Don't put too much effort, just be kind and humble.</p>
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        <title>Kiss</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-13T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>I had forgotten the world.<br />
Didn't know what's real from fake.<br />
I trusted all of you.<br />
Never realizing that it was a mistake.<br />
I treated you like my soul.<br />
Not knowing the taste of heartbreak.<br />
I gave you all of me and more.<br />
Clearly unknown about what was at stake.</p>
<p>I wanted to see you happy.<br />
But, the efforts kept making me weak.<br />
I listened to all your stories.<br />
Many nights I didn't sleep.<br />
I gave you all my secrets.<br />
Of mistakes made, that I'd rather die with.<br />
I used to wish that you'd know me.<br />
Before knowing that our dream was just a myth.</p>
<p>I let you rule my mind.<br />
Didn't suspect a bit, of what was making me sick.<br />
I didn't care about myself.<br />
From you, I learned what was narcissistic.<br />
I have finally cracked the code.<br />
Now I know, that it was all a trick.<br />
I had never suspected a thing.<br />
Hallucinating to the taste of your lipstick.</p>
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        <title>Hug</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-12T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>I'll keep you warm, I'll tuck you tight.<br />
You'll never want to leave.</p>
<p>You'll lose track of time, you'll realize.<br />
My love is addictive.</p>
<p>I'll hold your hands, I'll make you dance.<br />
You'll want me even more.</p>
<p>You'll compete with me, you'll want to win.<br />
On who loves whom the most.</p>
<p>We'll go on a walk, I'll make you laugh.<br />
You'll forget your way back home.</p>
<p>You'll want me to rest, stick me to your chest.<br />
And kiss me on your own.</p>
<p>I won't just try, I'll never lie.<br />
You'll miss me when I'm far.</p>
<p>You'll want me so bad, that you'll start,<br />
wishing me to the stars.</p>
<p>I'll be your man, and by your side.<br />
In sadness and hard times.</p>
<p>When you are sad, I'll make you sleep.<br />
With my lullabies and rhymes.</p>
<p>I'll keep you awake, we'll talk all night.<br />
Our future and past lives.</p>
<p>You'll share with me, the secrets you keep.<br />
Beyond mere truth and lies.</p>
<p>I'm always there, for you in need.<br />
You'll always have a friend.</p>
<p>You'll think of me, and the things we did.<br />
Hoping it never ends.</p>
<p>I wish to give, a gift so sweet.<br />
You'd wish that you were mine.</p>
<p>A hug so firm, and full of love.<br />
It transcends space and time.</p>
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        <title>Promise</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-11T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>What could have been if promises were enforced?<br />
A price to pay for every broken promises.<br />
Would people still make them and take them lifelong.<br />
Promises will be extinct, if I know the people where I'm from.<br />
Where I'm from, people would die if they made promises.<br />
People will cry from all the punishments.<br />
Only the bravest could make a promise,<br />
with no bad intentions, who's disciplined and honest.</p>
<p>Looking at a mirror, I have made my fair share.<br />
Most have been broken while some are safe.<br />
When I think about my promises, it fills me with rage.<br />
Writing poems to calm down is just one of the ways.<br />
For me, the cost of a promise was rage and pain.<br />
Lost some of myself that now I cannot gain.<br />
A promise can make a bond so strong, that's unheard of.<br />
But, don't you dare make a promise when you know you can not love.</p>
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        <title>Teddy</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-10T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>As a poet, I am not ready.<br />
Hurts my brain trying to rhyme teddy.<br />
Maybe something related to lady?<br />
Writing this poem, I'm going crazy.<br />
Just buy a teddy and give it to your baby.<br />
Heck buy a barbie and surprise her maybe?<br />
Completing this poem is making me hungry.<br />
Now, all I can think is about chicken gravy.</p>
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        <title>Chocolate</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-09T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>Never doubt the power of something sweet.<br />
Intoxicates your mind till you cannot quit.</p>
<p>White lies in it to make you feel better.<br />
You'll learn to love it, even when it's bitter.</p>
<p>Glitters in the wrapper, with a price to pay.<br />
It's always worth it. It'll make you say.</p>
<p>Reasoning consumption, is an unpopular opinion.<br />
Following trends like a bunch of minions.</p>
<p>It's never true that something is always bad.<br />
Even death's pretty, losing something you once had.</p>
<p>I'm so desperate, I don't even fear death.<br />
In my deathbed, bring me a bag of chocolate.</p>
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        <title>Propose</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-08T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>Should I state the truth or just follow.<br />
Fluffy coat around my heart that's hollow.<br />
Follow the rainbow just to see your eyes glow?<br />
I'll give you my truth and let the tears fall low.</p>
<p>I'm not sure if it's an ask or you're telling.<br />
I wonder if it's a want or you're just wishing.<br />
You had to get it out. Was it really killing?<br />
I doubt that it was more than just a feeling.</p>
<p>With a box of chocolate and a bouquet or a rose,<br />
teasing your chances for a small love dose.<br />
No matter the story, the end had to hurt us.<br />
Choosing to propose someone lacking a purpose.</p>
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        <title>Rose</title>
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        <updated>2026-02-07T00:00:00+00:00</updated>
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<p>Dear Rose,</p>
<p>You don't have a choice to make.<br />
With me, your thorns don't need to break.<br />
You'll have nothing at stake.<br />
You are red, the smell of blood, no need to fake.<br />
Now's the time to wake, don't wait.<br />
It's the only chance you'll get.<br />
Only a miracle that you and I met.<br />
With me you'll forget, all the things in your head,<br />
that keeps you awake, crying on your bed.<br />
You can make the same mistakes, this time.<br />
There will be no regrets, when you're mine.<br />
Poke holes in my heart, it still is fine.<br />
Be my queen of darkness, no need to shine.<br />
My partner in crime, red blood in my wine.<br />
Be on my mind, all the time, it's weird I write,<br />
all the words I rhyme, I will stop the time,<br />
wipe all mankind, just give me your word,<br />
that you will always be mine.<br />
And, forever will be mine.</p>
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