In Between

Everything is not your wrong, but you have not one to forgive.
Not selfless or selfish you'll be, but you do not have to believe.

Some should cry while others grin, there's no right way to live.
Do it right, all steps by book, yet the thing never ends in relief.

You're in pain, were ya ostracized? What did they have to say?
Left alone, no you were not, the ghosts lie mere thoughts away.

Don't want to blame, or see your pain, help's just all I'll bring.
Break us part, there's no such being, death is a one time thing.

Desires keep pushing you through, but it is one way up or down.
Yourself and next, you'll chastise or pride, an ego etched crown.

Off outside the wall, the grass is green, love's final in their eye.
All they say you want to go to heaven but are you willing to die?